hi peoples
music saved my life and i'll tell it to the world

i used to try to conform.i tried really, really hard to fit in. that crashed and burned. i dont know why, people just dont..... notice me. there are people that ive gone to school with for 2 years that still dont know my name. but truthfully, im fine with that.
i was raised with basically everything. my mom is into spiritualism while my dad is catholic, for example. i dont judge people - i cant. everyone in the world has the freewill to be who they want to be without someone telling them they're wrong about it.
yes, i used to be suicidal. many times. yes, i used to cut. many times with that too. but i dont anymore. with music and with the friends that ive made though music ive gotten something to hang on to. to live for. love.

the bands i listen to include:
my chemical romance, flyleaf, evanescence, the academy is, panic at the disco, fall out boy, switchfoot, paramore, atreyu, acid sugar, third person triangle, the ascension, stuff like that :D

Poem written for me by my dear friend, Bronnie:
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In the middle of the night
You'll steal away
I'll be waiting beneath your window
And we'll fly away.

Past the city
With its glaring flourecent lights
Past the feilds
So dark and so strange

We'll reach for the stars
But what goes up
Must come down...

being a complete and utter internet addict XD, listening to music, drawing/painting, trying to help as many people as i can.

My Chemical Romance [they saved my life], Linkin Park, Paramore, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Atreyu, Panic At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Third Person Triangle [mah buddeh's band!!! im the leader in their street team :}], Acid Sugar [mah other buddeh's band]

interview with a vampire, queen of the damned, exorcism of emily rose

i dont watch tv much...

The Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer and the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice